holla readers! lamanya xmengarang dan mengarut n mencaruts kat sini..eh! haha.. its been 2 months kot. tah! for sure mummy to be ni dah almost 6 months pregnant. yeay! hehe..syukur alhamdulillah. sat ja rasa masa berlalu..xsedaq pn perot ni da nmpak boyot sket..i'm having a small litlle one tummy. mebi anak sulung n me bersaiz bonzai lah. 

hurm..a few updates of my life yg boleh di shared kn dkt sini sepanjang x ber blog-ing,

1. skrg da move back to Langkawi. :) senang rasanya peknen stay dgn mak sendiri.
2. i'm still a full time house wife.
3. da start baby sitting baby Rayyan. almost 2 months.*practical b4 i'm having one. ngee~
4. ermm wat else? hah..en.suami pn da start kerja balik as hotelier. tu ja kerja senang dapat dkt Langkawi neh n i'm planning to work again after giving birth soon. IsyaAllah.

talk about back to work nant tu, rasa mcm xcited nak kerja balik but rasa malas nk hidup under pressure neh. almaklumlah kerja mana xstress kan. tapi tula..being a full time house wife pn stress jugak dgn kebosanan yg melanda kehidupan sehari-harian neh. hehe! we'll see how nant.

So wat else nak cerita eh? ok share sket lah experienced jadi mummy to-be ni. sekarang da masuk minggu ke 23 n situasi sekarang ni, baby da start gerak kuat. masa awal2 rasa movement dulu mcm sure xsure la dia gerak ka hapa. but now, siang malam pagi petang boley rasa movement dia. xtiv sungguh! until sometimes tu rasa xselesa nak tidoq sbb asek 'bersilat' ja. but its ok dear, its was a pleasant feeling. :) 

oklah..enough untuk entri kali neh. we'll continue my preggy journey on my next entry. InsyaAllah next year. we will say gud bye to 2012 another 2 days. syukur alhamdulillah dgn apa yg Tuhan dah bagi untuk tahun ni. bye2 for now!

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arini dah masuk hari ke-4 since i'm pregnant..hikhik! mcm xpercaya.. Alhamdulillah syukur sgt2 dgn rezeki yg tuhan bagi..*bahagia:)

So, i'm start w how i knew dat i'm preggy. heh.

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1st problem was i missed my period since i left Langkawi which is 4months back lah..in May..*almost 4 month. then i'm having smbelit dan sakit perot yg berpanjangan. masa bulan puasa tu dah curious jugak why period xmai lagi kan..but for those yg kenai me ni, kadang2 missed 2-3 bulan..so its normal lah kan..

then abeh ja bulan puasa, ada masalah sembelit..4 hari kau xberak..hahaha! perot pn asek memulas2..kaki ada la kot lenguh2 tapi xperasan la sbb i'm not expect anything..

since me dah xtahan sakit perot siang malam xberak2 tu, xp pn klinik.heh..me suruh en.suami p beli ubat kat farmasi..nak jimat duit..makan ubat yg dibeli tu efek selepas 6 jam..berpeloh kau tahan sakit memulas! hahaha..

until one day, makan ubat tu xmenjadi jgk, da lama xberak naik loya la..tapi xmuntah..mebi angin dalam perot dok tolak naik kan so loya2 la..me pn ke klinik la..klinik kerajaan je la sbb nak berjimat lagi..hihi..2jam menunggu then my turn pn sampai. jumpa la pegawai perubatan yg bertugas. nak dijadikan cerita, me pn semangat dok cerita yg period me tu dah lama sgt xdatang smbil ckp sembelit la..mana nak tau kot2 ada kaitan..cerita punya cerita, last word dr dia:, "awak nak ubat apa2 lg selain sembelit?" eh3, kita p kat dia nak tau apa yg xkena, dia bley dok tanya cmtu..da la apa satu pn dia xcek..cek tekanan darah pn x, test urin pn x..kira masuk tu dok sembang ja ngn dia..da la dia bgtau punca sembelit awak ni kemungkinan dari pressure. student selalu mcm ni bila dekat exam.. helllooooo! aku ni bini org lah! *marah benor saya waktu tu. me pn terpk, nilah kerajaan, padan la dengan bayar RM1. =.='

after dat, since me n hubby xsedap ati jugak,terpaksa lah suruh encik suami beli utc kat guardian..mahal tau RM10..kalau la pegawai tu cek tadi dah jimat RM10..hahaha.. sesampai kat rumah me xtest lagi sbb ingat nk buat pagi selepas bgn tdo. lebih pekat katanya..hehe.

And d day has come..haha..me bangun nak solat subuh, amik utc n masuk toilet.. mulanya macam biasa lah nampak satu line..lepas ja garis kedua xmerah pn kan..so me pn ckp "hurmm dah agak negative." then, tgk skali lagi, ohhhhh double line! Alhamdulillah! me dgn xpercaya panggil en.suami..teros jadi blur2 katak..eh betol ke ni??? da berapa lama?? ishkk xda rasa apa2 pn?? dan mcm2 lagi lah soalan yg xda jawapan tu..

Next me n family..diulangi me and family..haha family pn excited okay! weolls ke klinik la nak scan berapa lama dah since i missed period da 4 bulan..xkn dah 2-3 bulan kot me pregnant..xlogik2! n disahkan oleh doktor, its juz 6 weeks old. ohhh! :') i'm so hepi to have my lil one inside my tummy..:D so terjawab lah sudah semua kesakitan yg dialami sejak 2minggu sebelum..dia nak mummy dia tau dia ada kat dalam letewww..hihihi!

*sumber : http://www.babycenter.com.my/malay/pregnancy/perkembangan-fetus/6-minggu/

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so dats all yg nak dishare kan bersama..my preggy journey is now begin.. :)

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its finally POSITIVE!! alhamdulillah syukur sgt2! everythings is worth it! :D

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its not too late to wish Selamat Berpuasa for all muslim readers i guess..*kalau ada la readers tu ;D Entry kali ni i wanna shared how my Ramadhan dis year wit hubby. just two of us. since we move out to Kelantan ady, so dis gonna be d best Ramadhan ever. hope so! :)

So, today da masuk 3rd Ramadhan*skg da after midnight and tell u wat, me n hubby failed bangun sahur! haha..ofkos la bukan sengaja. 2 malam in a row balik lewat gara2 megi ketam n futsal. (menonton futsal saja ok?haha) so japg mebi xsahur jugak sbb suami kata rasa2 dia xlapar kot.heh~

Tgglkan bab sahur yg neva happen tu, n now me want to tell dat i really missed my parents. sebak ja berbuka berdua w hubby. I missed my mom's cook! yeahh seriously i missed her cook. :'( *I wish i'm not crying rite now. :'( urghh sebelom puasa xda la rindu sgt pn. mengada2 betol lah. -.-

I'm gonna stop here as i cant bloggin wit all the tears. see ya!

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hey! how u guys doin? me? so..so.. boley la..hepi dgn bisnes n tempat baru.. So?wats hurt? herm..here's d story. When it comes to money, eeeeverryythingg will b so sensitive. isnt it? for me, as long as we can make it easier then, insyaAllah things will b damn easy. :)

it just when I used to have my own money, buy things by my own, n got things like i want, feel so cool! heh..but now, yeah I have our own business but..u noe we both only earn from 1 way..before dis, we both got salary n we shared d money..n now..its just not comfortable in d beginning..we have bills to pay..car..motor..its all about money! i dun want any outstanding bill..u noe..its soo not us..

watever it is, semua bisnes xkn maju dgn mudah. kena ada effort. Alhamdulillah, our bisnes berjalan lancar..cuma i cant stand to sit at home n do nothing.. apalah sgt kerja rumah yg me ada since we all stay berdua ja..so when we woke up in d morning, I can settle d housework before 1pm. then, nganga smpai malam..haish..sebulan dua ok la..i tried to get into Giatmara but unfortunately, kemasukkn untuk sem ni da lepas. urghh so wrong timing!:-/ xpa..xda rezeki..applied some works kt area terdekat. hopefully ada rezeki kali ni..

Ok lah, tu ja nak hapdet for now. see u later on my next entry. tanx for those who read dis. :) hugs!

finally peeps! yeay '\(*.*)/'!! haha.. we are now OPEN bebeyh! Alhamdulillah syukur sangat2 at last nampak jugak hasil dr segala yg kami dah usahakan selama ni. :')

Ni sedikit hasil dari sebelum n selepas :)

Before

After

boss,bestfren, soul mate,lover and husband!

Before

After

our first batch customer :D

*depa semangat red warrior kot pkai serba merah. hik!

here are sum other parts of Neca Network & Communication look like.

cat n d boss ;p

we have 7 pc + 1 server for now.

*will add on sumday soon, insyaallah.

d LED 'cyber cafe' by hubby.

while waiting for d customer.

We open daily from 9.30am till 12 midnite. kecuali Jumaat pkol 3.30pm baru start sbb nak semayang jumaat. So dats all for now, will hapdet more on my next entry. thaaaa!

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today is our 2nd week back from langkawi to Kelantan and still, belom dpt run our bisnes. still dalam proses ubah suai kedai since kami stay kat kedai so bnyak sket nk make over. we all dah save cost rumah tu kira da separuh jimat kan. cincai la sebab we all berdua ja. :)

i shared sum of d progress around :

making a partition

put some fan cable

*credit to Payek (friend's of us)

*penukang immature ;p

Led 'cyber cafe'

So, everything is made on our own and friends of coz..erm yeah with a little help of my family and the truth is, I'm so proud of hubby :') he make it alive! tanx sayang!

Dats all for now peeps! see u on my next entry. Tanx for those who read :)

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hola..da berhabuk blog haku x hapdet..bz setup our cyber cafe..me n husband now dah ada sebuah cc n we all add on telecommunication service jugak untk variasi. :)

Luckily en.suami ramai kawan2 yg boley membantu dr segi fizikal n mental..ni pon i'm updating dis post kat cc sendiri..hohoho! ok mengedik pix satu lah. there u go :

*abaikan semak2 tu sbb nama pn in progress kan ;)

We are still dalam proses kemaskini n insyaAllah kalau xda apa aral, sblm abes bulan da boley running. :D

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we got d keys bebeyh!! *woot woot* :D

wat keys?heh..Kunci Kedai lah..named, Neca Network & Communication. Alhamdulillah lepas satu hal..

*to be continued*

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oh its been 20days ady m being a FULL TIME HOUSEWIFE bebeyh! huhu.. *lupa nak hapdet

So, wat m i nak hapdet neh?dah 20 hari dah terlepas xtvt selama menyandang jawatan penganggur neh..heh!

Ok my achievement sejak jd fulltime hw?heeeheeee.. me dah mkn mahir memasak! yess! haha

dulu nak hidang 3 hidangan dkt 2 jam baru nak siap..tu pn ada kitchen helper dah..lembap jugak.

Now..dlm sejam dah siap everything atas meja. oh ya without kitchen helper anymore.. hoyeahh!

so dats all lah nak hapdet..huhu. c ya on my next entry! thaaaaaa~

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*credit to my beloved sista, Nana.

Its been 7 years since i left school.. so dis year we all plan to make Iftar Gathering kat Sungai Petani.

Planning ni aku, awa, siti n kikah jd tunggak utama as ajk majlis. We all nak kumpul balik member2 yg lama x keep in touch sgt tu..luckly ramai yg active fb kan. so xda la mencabar sgt nk arrange.

Hmm not much can i story here kan?sbb lambat lagi. So once da confirmed everything, will hapdet lagi.

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at last it happened! Hurm, wat m i supposed to feel?struggling w d heart.

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*rewind*

Wed, 04/04/2012

Otw back form Kelantan. *We spend 4 days to jenguk my fam in law at kampung.

Received a call from HR for urgent news like NO tomorrow.

Obviously, mcm yg hubby dah agak..it was a BAD NEWS. (patut la xsabar sgt kn)

He will be transfer to other branch immediately n it turn out with NO MEMO while HE'S ON LEAVE.

Boleh ke hr buat mcm tu?well, she got her fren to ganti my hubby's position and yeah, org teraniya selalu Tuhan bantu kan, her frens got bad record before n d offer was cxl. Nampak sgt salah guna kuasa..taula awak tu hr, tapi xbole la suka2 nk buang org n amik org kerja like hotel bapak kau! N the reason en.suami nk kena transfer sgtlah xmunasabah. Mebi xda alasan kan!

Discuss..Discuss..Discuss..

Thu, 05/04/2012

Masuk kerja ja, dengan penuh rasa caca marba, i'm typing d Resignation letter. yeah its FULL STOP. xmau dah kerja dgn org2 yg penuh dgn politik bagai. rimas! it was a month notice. Email sent to my bos n yeah, puas hati.

Fri, 06/40/2012

d next day, my letter was rejected! urghhh! mcmana neh?bos xbg berenti. =.='

discuss, discuss, discuss

bos bg kata putus u balik pk balik, n saya abaikan u pnya surat. erk! mcm tu?tapi aku ni ya2 dah nak resign.

Today, 07/04/2012

Ok nekad, RESIGN! i can't take it da way they treat my husband.

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*sumber : google*

perasaan jahat neh pn muncullah ia di musim2 sesudah mengawan ni kan..(musim beranak) semua org pakat dok posted pix baby beliau2 sekalian dan ternyata ada sedikit rasa tu di hati.I'm not ready enuf or xda rezeki it doest matter anymore.. Bukan menyerah tapi kekdang rasa pasrah ni melebihi kesabaran yg sedia ada. Like others yg normal, lepas dah gapai impian perkahwinan, mest ada pasang impian zuriat. And I always think d name of my future kids. dah ada pn nama paberet but yeah..makin di pk makin rasa sakit tu..sumtimes menangeh la dlm hati ni tgk baby orang lain, dgr cta org nu prgnant,org ni prgnant..but when it will b my turn?hurm..jahat kan hati neh..suka2 dia ja nak rasa jeles. Its even worst when people asked u when u will be a mother..oh..if get pregnant as simple like cooking a maggie cup, i'll have a dozen and more of children i guess!Its more than enough if i can have at least one child..hoping and praying things dat i can do now..

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