Guess wat?prgnantcy test la hapa lagi..uh..rasanya memang dah lewat period tapi normal lah kalo saya neh lewat period..hakhak..abnormal la katakan..

Xcually baru lewat dua hari..huahuahua..gedik nyah nak bwat pregnantcy test..yg dua tiga bulan skip period bwat test pn -ve ni kan baru 2 hari..well..kegediksan neh berpunca dr demam panas baru2 ni lah..erk still xsembuh lg..leher i bengkak and still sakit by now,sendi n tulang sakit n panas badan kat dalm..mak saya lah cakap "demam nak buleh kot neh?" erk?bleh ka jd cmtu?but lately since sakit saya neh xsembuh2 hubby's colleagues pn keep talking da same way my mom cakap tu..so keterujaan saya pn datanglah tanpa diundang..xsalahkan?ngee~

So patut bwat xtest tu?but sebenanya i dun have any simtom2 org mengandung melainkan sakit kepala..but ofkoslah punca dr demam i kan?hurmm..bukan apa,takut terkeciwa buat kesekian kalinya..haish tataulah..just wait a couple of days i guess..

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salah siapa?tepuk dada tanya selera lah..sakit simpan dalam hati neh kalau lama2 jadi penyakit kronik..xpelah..blog neh ada..so kira xsimpan dlm hati la kan?
Well, hmm dunno where to start..i'm just terkesima seketika pg tadi..its just happen and nothing can explain dis feeling...mebi salah me sendiri..ego sangat..tah la..

Dear, have i told you yet, how much u mean to me? Have i told u yet how much the happiness u bring!? Have i told u yet, that u mean the world to me? Just in case i haven't.. I want u to noe dat YOU ARE DA BEST THING DAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME!

Honey, watever it is, how hurt we've been through, how many times we had arguing each other, how deep d pain dat we felt inside, i'm so glad to be called ur wife..

I LOVE YOU!

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Now is 1.25am and i'm juz done discussing wit hubby bout our future..but xsemena2 lah pulak dia tegur jerawat n said 'jerawat galak neh' ohh! Smpai hati..demm! (galak dgn awak je xpe..Haha..) hokeyh termelalut..well xdapt nak elak.heh!

So d story is about drama dat owez happend in our life, here n there like every where..and its called POLIteknik..haha..no lah. POLIGAMI.. scarry huh? mudah2an dijauhkan!

Ok seyes time..since me n en.suami merangkap sleeping partner saya neh having problems to get a baby then i'm asking him 'how if my destiny stated dat i will not to be a mother to ur child?will u do a 2nd marriage honey?' terpana seketika and he said 'ada banyak cara lg yg kita boleh ikhtiar sayang..and u have to yakin to ur self..and me neither..' and still not satisfied wit d answer (adat dah org perempuan neh) and terpk how if is there will be poligami word on our chapter of life and i asked again 'but mcamana if i can't pregnant?will u sayang?' and he said 'i might b if my destiny said so..and dat is my last options darling..but if so..fawa lah kena urus semua..i will not to find awek to bercintan cintun and bla bla bla..it is so not me anymore..lagipun xmudah kita nak cari n jumpa sum1 yg boleh paham tujuan kita kawen lagi syg..its not easy to happen..and b takut b will not be a fairly husband..banyak hati nak kena jg sayang..its not about u n me anymore if hdup bermadu..' (lega hati kecil neh dengar jawapn suami tersayang)

Hmm betol ckp en.suami..i will not to let it be unless He want it to..sharing is suffering guys! Hell NO! lgpun en.suami neh sayang sum1 like no tomorrow..kalo bermadu..i have to makan hati smpai mati la kan..mintak simpang..lgpun i owez pesan kat hati kecil neh..sabar lah..its just not d time yet..n xda rezeki lagi..bg org lain dulu..and when en.suami di sisi..no matter wat..nothing is important den our happiness.. Ya la..bukan me ja terima naseb yg sama..my dear Ielly pn still berdua ja..well dear..it just not our time kan..chill lah babe! :D

So kesimpulannya..en.hubby neh dah fell as sleep while i'm karang dis post..haha..xberminat dia dgn poligami neh..hehe..lgpun now dah 2:07am..padanlah dah smpai London..heh..but alhamdulillah we are standing still..mintak dijauhkan dr perkara2 trouble n hope our marriage will be blessed darin-Nya..amin!

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Bisness talk..rasa teruja saya dengar org sembang bab bisnes ribu2 neh..oh i mean org tu hubby's bff..(sy bersama hubby n kawan2 lepaking kat kdai kopi..at wat time?12.04 at dis moment)

Ceritanya en.suami neh ada modal tapi xtahu apakah bisnes yg nak dibuka ya anak2 pembaca..untuk 'mengompletekan' cerita neh, one of bff neh ada idea lah..n xlupa lah suara2 pembangkang n pemberi pendapat..(tu lah gunanya kawan2..) kawan2kan..hmm kalo nak dipk kn saya neh xda kawan2 seperti kawan2 en.suami..drg neh extrem punya closed..menurt apa yg sy lihat lah..bukanlah mksd sy xda bff, ada tapi xsama mcm kelantanese punya hubungan kawan2..xpaham?cr kawan2 kelantan n see.

eh termelalutkah saya?hahaha..well hobi mak cik dah..heh..(me xda story nk publish sebenanya..haha..) bukan apa..xnak blog neh bersawang.. Hokeylah..en.suami nak gerak pulang dah neh..see ya..thaa..
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Uwaaa...sama lagi..huk2! Anybody here can be friends wit xgf hubby kah? Me ok ja tp most of my stuff bley sama la pulak..bukan sorang, 2 hokey? Dua org kot..maigad..marahkah haku?xlogik kot nak marah..tapi sakit hati la..huhu..arggg lantak la kome! Urgh!!

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