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perasaan jahat neh pn muncullah ia di musim2 sesudah mengawan ni kan..(musim beranak) semua org pakat dok posted pix baby beliau2 sekalian dan ternyata ada sedikit rasa tu di hati.I'm not ready enuf or xda rezeki it doest matter anymore.. Bukan menyerah tapi kekdang rasa pasrah ni melebihi kesabaran yg sedia ada. Like others yg normal, lepas dah gapai impian perkahwinan, mest ada pasang impian zuriat. And I always think d name of my future kids. dah ada pn nama paberet but yeah..makin di pk makin rasa sakit tu..sumtimes menangeh la dlm hati ni tgk baby orang lain, dgr cta org nu prgnant,org ni prgnant..but when it will b my turn?hurm..jahat kan hati neh..suka2 dia ja nak rasa jeles. Its even worst when people asked u when u will be a mother..oh..if get pregnant as simple like cooking a maggie cup, i'll have a dozen and more of children i guess!Its more than enough if i can have at least one child..hoping and praying things dat i can do now..
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