Now is 1.25am and i'm juz done discussing wit hubby bout our future..but xsemena2 lah pulak dia tegur jerawat n said 'jerawat galak neh' ohh! Smpai hati..demm! (galak dgn awak je xpe..Haha..) hokeyh termelalut..well xdapt nak elak.heh!
So d story is about drama dat owez happend in our life, here n there like every where..and its called POLIteknik..haha..no lah. POLIGAMI.. scarry huh? mudah2an dijauhkan!
Ok seyes time..since me n en.suami merangkap sleeping partner saya neh having problems to get a baby then i'm asking him 'how if my destiny stated dat i will not to be a mother to ur child?will u do a 2nd marriage honey?' terpana seketika and he said 'ada banyak cara lg yg kita boleh ikhtiar sayang..and u have to yakin to ur self..and me neither..' and still not satisfied wit d answer (adat dah org perempuan neh) and terpk how if is there will be poligami word on our chapter of life and i asked again 'but mcamana if i can't pregnant?will u sayang?' and he said 'i might b if my destiny said so..and dat is my last options darling..but if so..fawa lah kena urus semua..i will not to find awek to bercintan cintun and bla bla bla..it is so not me anymore..lagipun xmudah kita nak cari n jumpa sum1 yg boleh paham tujuan kita kawen lagi syg..its not easy to happen..and b takut b will not be a fairly husband..banyak hati nak kena jg sayang..its not about u n me anymore if hdup bermadu..' (lega hati kecil neh dengar jawapn suami tersayang)
Hmm betol ckp en.suami..i will not to let it be unless He want it to..sharing is suffering guys! Hell NO! lgpun en.suami neh sayang sum1 like no tomorrow..kalo bermadu..i have to makan hati smpai mati la kan..mintak simpang..lgpun i owez pesan kat hati kecil neh..sabar lah..its just not d time yet..n xda rezeki lagi..bg org lain dulu..and when en.suami di sisi..no matter wat..nothing is important den our happiness.. Ya la..bukan me ja terima naseb yg sama..my dear Ielly pn still berdua ja..well dear..it just not our time kan..chill lah babe! :D
So kesimpulannya..en.hubby neh dah fell as sleep while i'm karang dis post..haha..xberminat dia dgn poligami neh..hehe..lgpun now dah 2:07am..padanlah dah smpai London..heh..but alhamdulillah we are standing still..mintak dijauhkan dr perkara2 trouble n hope our marriage will be blessed darin-Nya..amin!
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Bisness talk..rasa teruja saya dengar org sembang bab bisnes ribu2 neh..oh i mean org tu hubby's bff..(sy bersama hubby n kawan2 lepaking kat kdai kopi..at wat time?12.04 at dis moment)
Ceritanya en.suami neh ada modal tapi xtahu apakah bisnes yg nak dibuka ya anak2 pembaca..untuk 'mengompletekan' cerita neh, one of bff neh ada idea lah..n xlupa lah suara2 pembangkang n pemberi pendapat..(tu lah gunanya kawan2..) kawan2kan..hmm kalo nak dipk kn saya neh xda kawan2 seperti kawan2 en.suami..drg neh extrem punya closed..menurt apa yg sy lihat lah..bukanlah mksd sy xda bff, ada tapi xsama mcm kelantanese punya hubungan kawan2..xpaham?cr kawan2 kelantan n see.
eh termelalutkah saya?hahaha..well hobi mak cik dah..heh..(me xda story nk publish sebenanya..haha..) bukan apa..xnak blog neh bersawang.. Hokeylah..en.suami nak gerak pulang dah neh..see ya..thaa..
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Uwaaa...sama lagi..huk2! Anybody here can be friends wit xgf hubby kah? Me ok ja tp most of my stuff bley sama la pulak..bukan sorang, 2 hokey? Dua org kot..maigad..marahkah haku?xlogik kot nak marah..tapi sakit hati la..huhu..arggg lantak la kome! Urgh!!
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..continued from my previous entry, here is the full scene of d day. (malas nak membebel sebenaqnya..hukhuk!)
25 loves (hubby saya dah cecah umo 25thn..hihi)
chit chat chit chat
dinner @ The Cliff Pantai Cenang.
View from our tree house.
*dah 2 bulan baru la saya ingat nak publish!*
*sigh =.='
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my DIY present.
(penat jugak lah blajar buat origami tu..haha)
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hola peeps..today is another 2 more days to go until my hubby's besday! yeayy!! hurmm..any ideas? i have a lot! ok di ulangi A LOT! tapi..tu lah..xtermampu den nak buat..hekhek! hajat menggunung xsedor ke diri..hihi~
okes, here is wat i have plan : 1 night stay check in sumwhere yg i boley celeb ber2..diulangi BER2 sahaja..hahaha! anybodeyh nak ikot?xboley..huhu! then might have spesel dinner..which is i yg masak..haa cmna tu?check in hotel yg i boley masak?guess lah kat mana..;p (not apartment for sure!) then i nak buat banner hepi besday besar kat dia tapi xda kesempatan lah..kecik je boley?hiks! nak buat dia tanglung yg dia boley buat wish n lepas kat udara..tepi pantai..ouchh! haha..jiwang skali skala ok wat? :) (kt mana nak cari tanglung?) erkk~=/
hubby, hope u xbaca dis, if x kantoi lah saya..haha! neway i try to give u my besh and u noe dah jadi ritual saya xkan beli hadiah untk u kecuali DIY sahaja..:) lebeh bermakna bukan? gediks semenit!
erm.. i guess i noe wat i m supposed to do..yess!! ok guys, see ya..
will update uolls with the story then! thaa~
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Life is so simple then we take all the things easy but when we took all the thing easily, you will realize that how hard you tried to make thing easy.. penin huh?yeah me too..:)
We can't make people love wat we did and same goes to others which is not every people in our life can make us luv wat they did and this is called KARMA. or i luv to say it VICE VERSA!
so, wat i've try to tell is, life is depending on us how to create it by our own design. mcm ayat yg uools dok dengaq la..Hidup Ibarat Kain Puteh meyh..hehe..kalo dah kita kaler hitam, jemm lah hidop kita..!
All that summary above is my intro to this story..panjang kan intro saya kali neh..amek mood ja tuh..so, entry kali neh nak story bout my experienced being a wife to Mr. Husband.. as uolls tau, me dah kawen almost 7 month at this moment. i learn a lot bout life! there is no easy way to manage a harmonies family and i'm so glad dat my hubby is a responsible person! (credit to en.hubby :D). As husband and wife, it is very very very important to understand each other..i heard a lot of advice on dis..yeah it is true! u have to accept his or her as wat they are! as husband and wife jugak, kita xkan dapat lari dr salah faham..mcm last entry saya tu la, being selfish will give u NOTHING! trust me babeh! so, just tried to compromise, and plis try to accept others life way too..u will get your life happily ever after..insyaAllah.. (i will try honey)
So, tinggalkan cita keluarga harmoni kat atas neh n smbung cita saya yg sadis neh plak.. (sadis lah sangat kan..) as uolls tau jugak, i'm still NOT pregnant and i believed dat dis is not my time yet. :) baru 7 bulan kan? (me ja yg pk awal lagi) before we get married, i have fizikal and mentally prepared dat i will not get pregnant easily as other newly-weds coz i noe my self better than org lain..en.hubby pn i dah informed awal sbb me xmo dia terlalu mengharap..kalo "jatuh" sakit kan peeps? so we both had prepared our self on dis.. i'm ok wit dis sbb its not just me yg dapat naseb yg sama..my classmate kat uitm dulu a.k.a my neighbors now (sbb dia kawen ngn jiran i..kecik btol dunia neh) pn dah kawen 3thn but they still have nothing but ada dah la me dgaq2 p mengurut..baguslah at least kita ikhtiar kan.. 1st month kawen, others keep wishing "cepat2 dapat anak k?" then, 2-3 month dengaq ayat neh plak "laa bila kami nak dapat anak menakan neh?" and bila dah smpai 4-6 bulan, others will say "la..xpro la dah half a year pn xlekat lagi"!! this is wat i called ealier, KARMA! adat dah hidup kita neh..dah jadi lumrah alam..masa u blm kawen, peeps akan tanya, "bila lah aku nk mkn nasi minyak ang neh?", then once u married, they will asking bout getting pregnant..but 1 ja others will NOT ask you, "bila u nak bercerai?"hehehe..tapi kalo ada, bg penyepak ja kat mulot org tuh! haha! so, just being positive sbb kalo dilayan, lama2 bley jd gilos!
I, my self memang positive sgt bout dis matter until lah i dapat news wife to my bro in law pregnant..i noe it by my self from her status updated kat facebook..n..i just nothing to feel but sad! (dat moment la, skrg dah ok) entahlah..they got married 2 month after us and they have a gud news in 2 months ja..how great their life! dat time, me still working n otomatik ja ada ayaq dlm mata..slow2 ja jatuh..naseb bek xda org tgk..malu tau?hehe..then, me balik umah ngn perasan bengkek tadi tu bgtau my husband..dia ofkoslah hepi sbb dapat anak menakan but me?mebi xrasa hepi sgt sbb in law ja kan..n by dat moment me sebak sgt2 smpai pinjam bahu en.husband lah punya menangeh smpai bengkak mata mcm mata ikan.. dat make me felt like i'm zero! (by dat time ja) n plan to Kelantan next month tuh rasa mcm nak cancel sbb for sure in law i pn balik jugak..so mcm malu lah nak balik takut kena compare kan..kalau uolls kat tempat i rasa mcm tu x?ke i ja yg lebey2 sensetif?erk~
saya rasa sgt bersalah sekarang! hmm no words can describe how am i feel dis moment..not even dis moment, last night correctly! argh!!
ok, 1st of all, I LOVE MY HUBBY DAMN MUCH!!!! 2ndly I MADE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN! oh..i'm not even be a perfect wife and yet not an understanding person..hurm..the truth is, saya selfish! *sigh*
talking about not understanding and selfish..it is so ME!! sumtimes saya rasa saya sangat selfish bila saya nak kan sesuatu..erk not sumtimes, but most of the time! yes!! i need to changed my self but ahh but lagi..bila nak berubah ja ada ja nk letak ayat BUT n TAPI! tah lah..everything seems like a mess..
honey, if u read dis, i just need u to know dat i feel so so so damn bad for wat was happen and i'm so glad for being a part of your life!
sorry and I LOVE YOU!
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tajuk entry saya tu terpesona kerana kereta ya anak2..haha..alhamdulliah dah dapat keta proton persona..:D hepi okes?! at last! bukan apa, banyak sangat delaying yg berlaku sepanjang keta tu dibeli..setel payment dah lama but after 3weeks which is today baru la dapat keta..tu pon naseb baek hubby g kat proton..kalo nak harap dealer kami tu, kirim salam lah! next rabu pulak gamaknya..kalo xdapat arini tadi silap2 hubby dah bako je proton tu..macam 'kite bako je'..hikhik!
tanx to hubby lah sbb $$$$$ dia SEMUA..hahaha! nak hapdet dgn pix skali tapi blom ada gambo la pulak..xpa2 will upload da pix on my next post hokey? xsabo nak balik ronda nek keta baru..huahuahua!!
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erk..apa nk story neh..dah terlalu lama smpai berhabuk dan bersawang dah blog ambo neh..(kecek klate sejak kawen ngn ore klate ;p) hurmm..1st of all..i'm a WIFE for 5 MONTH & 11 DAYS until dis moment..hahaha..almost half a year baru nk hapdet my blog..ekekeke..bz terok kot aku as a wife smpai xterhapdet blog neh..pix kat atas yg besor alam tuh pix masa ari sambut menantu kat kelantan..:) actually nak uplod pix w-day aritu tapi mcm dah basi la jugak kan..tapi sapa la yg kesah neh kan blog haku yg punya..huahuahua..will start with my 'ijab kabul' day on 24/11/2010..
make-up session wif my bff, zayana..(untung ada kawan makandam neh)
(senyum meleret syok nak kawen! tee~)
*bilik tidor & pelamin by http://irasprestige.blogspot.com/
sah! dengan 1 lafaz tepat jam 2.30ptg..alhamdullilah!
pictures by : http://www.picturesyndicate.net/
To Be Continued~
hukhukhuk!! sedeynyaaa...:'( pupu hilang n edward kena curik!! pupu hilang memang xdapat kesan tapi edward hilang memang kompom mak cik yg baru pindah tu curik!!! ada saksi n bukti kukuh! mak cik tuh curi masa me n family xda kat umah..uwaaaaaaaaa!! geramnya!!!! hmm..bnyak2 kucen, kucen aku jugak dia nak kidnap! urghhhh~
pupu da raja ragaih! :D (dia suka panjat sana sini dalam umah smpai atas bumbung pn di panjat)
my mom bg dia title raja ragaih(bhsa utara neh)
dis is my edward cayang yg kena curik (blur sket sbb susah nak snap pix dia)
baru je masuk family neh da kena kidnap la pulak..:(
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suspen x tajuk saya?haha..sgt nebes..kupu2 kembali berterbangan dlm perot saya..oh tidak..by next month me da dapat title PUAN FARAWAHIDA!! gosh! pejam celik pejam celik..klip pok klip pok mata saya bila dok memikir hal kawen..all in 1..sume rasa ada okes?pahit..bila pk duit..manes bila dapat yg dihajat..takut bila detik 12 mid night..(sbb da msk hari baru n kena pangkah 1 lgi angka dekat kalendar..toink!) tapi suka bila pk nak nek pelamin..pkai baju kawen yg kita design..boley mekap lawa2(lawa kah?)haishh..mcm2..sume ada..mcm astro..hai kupu2..nyah la engkau dr dlm perot..syuhh2!!
hmm 30 hari ek..apa yg me da setel?
- guest list-masih ramai yg belum confirm
- invitation card- done! post out semalm
- door gift-on my way to get it by tomorrow
- wedding dress-done! tp masih di butik belom fitting.
- guest book-in progress (my sis yg buatkan :D wat else?hmm..ahaa!
- borang kebenaran nikah-hubby-done / me-by next week to be done
- photographer-done
- pelamin-payment done! to be discuss to finalize the theme..(trust me! masih xda tema rasmi..haha! me serahkan segalanya kepada iras to decorate..me xda wedding idaman..lebey suka tgk from time to time..mana tau kot2 in future masih banyak idea yg bernas lg beras!haha~)
- home stay (kelantan)-done
- mekap sp+kelantan-payment done (untuk akad belom bayar sbb bff of mine yg mekapkan!:) )
- rombongan cik yah ke kelantan (guest list+transportation)- pending
- hantaran-pending (full support by my lebly kazen kak chaq!) consider as pending la since belom tau status da ready or not..but rasanya belom siap..hihi!
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hurm..tajuk yg tadak kena mengena wit my wedding preparation..huarghhhhhh!!:0 mengantuk sebenaqnya..tp mata xboley lelap sbb pkiaq en.tunang..:) mish him so much! dah erm..1,2,3,4,5,6,7 uh da banyak hari xjumpa sebenanya..:( sumthing goin wrong but we both keep on hiding the feeling n trying to make like nothings happen..hmm..dunno where i need to start it but deep in my heart i noe sumthing not goin right..ohh darling u noe how much i luv u..huk! mish3 him damn much..hmm hope tomorrow when i open my eyes, i will get my darl back!! promise!!!
nothing much i can share with but plis enjoy dis lyric n hope uolls like it.. charice feat iyaz..pyramid..i luv the bold sentences..
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go
Stones, heavy like the love you've shown
Solid as the ground we've known
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up
And even in a desert storm
Sturdy as a rock we hold
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)
Cold, never ever when you're close
We will never let it fold
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery
And every step you took we've grown
Look how fast our time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love
Pyramid, keep it going
Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after
Pyramid, keep it going
Built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid, pyramid
Pyramid, pyramid, pyramid
i luv u very much NASRUL EMAN CHE AMAT!! <3
till the very end~
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besh x tajuk entry kali neh?sapa2 yg nak kawen mest lah rasa besh mcm yg me tgh rasa neh..huhu~ last 3 days me at home town,Sungai Petani ku sayang for my wedding ring trip..at last we got it!! xsmpai setengah jam pn me pilih w-day ring..xmcm e-day ring dulu..mao 2 ari me n hubby survey baru jumpa..kahkahkah!! itu pn xbekenan sgt..no choice meyh..(cerewet!!)..so nak story sket bout the ring..i luv it like chenta pandang pertama..ya la, skali pandang, me try kat jari then immediately say "ok yg neh!"..haha..mudah dan sgt pantas memilih..the ring is under budget, hubby luv it oso (harus la kan?:P) n no batu2 permata yg besau2 dah kali neh..huhu..last time ada batu besau sma mcm hubby belikan me pendant yg batu permatanya sma mcm cincin tunang(nak bg sepesen la konon) but dis time da tamao batu2 besau..me choose sumthing different..:) juz cant wait to wear it next month!! huhuhu~
sumthing like dis..channel set!
*sumber from Google
then,instead of the w-day ring, me got my dream come true when my rubber stamp da ada kat tgn!!! yeayyyy!!! i'm so excited!! so hepi plus2!!! hahaha..my sis bwat delivery kurang 24jam dr kajang to sp..whoaaa!! :0.. kalah poslaju or pos express okay!! haha..kesian my sis..abeh duet tmbang bas semata2 for my rubber stamp..well~ i got it anyway..tekiu sis! :) nah tgk neh :
so dis is my rubber stamp yg d tggu2 selama neh :)
sum of d card yg da siap d cop!
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